
My sister is having a baby!!! So so soon!
This is her first one. she is not due until the 27th, but she is 3 centimeters dilated and she is having early signs of labor!
I woke this morning and so many emotions came rolling back. I should be right behind her. I should be having a baby with her. God had other plans for my pregnancy. At 11 weeks we misscarried our second baby in the last 8 months. We have continued to try and try again. Only God knows our path and I am ok with that. Only God knows that I don't want to send this child to a daycare. Only God knows I want to raise our next baby here at home as a working mom. Only God knows that I want to home birth after 2 C-sections. Only God has the right plan for me.
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